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| been a long time... but don't have time! Guess what.... just when life sucks and you think it can't get worse, it does. But suddenly something or someone comes into ur life and things start looking much better... ;)
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| Ok, so i had a totally awesome Christmas hanging with my fam and friends!!!! But i just figured out that i go back to school, not the week after my b-day, like i thought... but the DAY after!!!! Now i'm a bit bummed out! I thought we'd have a longer break than that, but nooOOOooo.... ya feel me? | | |
| WHY WON'T IT GET COLD!!!!!!????? The weather is one of the only things i HATE about Arkansas.... there isn't 4 seasons like there should be! December should be cold! It should snow from December 10th to my birthday in January! Its been freakin 70 degrees.... what is wrong with this place? | | |
| Ok, so i just realized how long it actually had been since i wrote something for this thingy!!! Its been so long! Dang... as i started this i knew what i was gonna say, but now its gone... run off... dangit! Oh!!!! My youth group (from The River church) and i just got back from our very first camping trip!!! I use camping loosely because we stayed in heated cabins. It was so awesome! We went to the Ozark Conference Center and stayed one night. The only complaints from the kids about the trip was that is was too short, too cold, and that the guys cabin stunk! My girls (actually all the girls cuz there was only 7 of them) and i attacked the guys in their cabin with shaving cream and silly string just after they went to bed!!! It was totally awesome!!! Tho the guys promise to get us back, we girls decided that anything they do was well worth it... oh so worth it!!! The trip was great, we grew closer as a group and we grew closer to God. The kids i talked to told me that they grew a lot closer to God thru this trip, and that made me so excited!!!! I loved to hear what they felt that God was telling them... they are such wonderful kids and i can't and won't stop praying that God uses them in mighty ways. We were all just sad to leave! Plus no major injuries (minus one) other than a few cuts and scrapes! I have also come to realize something over the past few months... i am so much better off w/o AJ than i ever was with him! I am just a happier person (so my family and friends tell me and i feel it too), i'm less self conscious, more self assured, i get along better with people than i did before, i'm just all around a better person without him. Most importantly, tho, i've grown so much closer to my Jesus. I have renewed my relationship with him and i can't wait to see what he has in store for me! Before AJ and i broke up i knew that i liked working with the girls in my youth group, but since then its become my passion to help these girls grow in Christ, to get to know them, to pray for them, and to help them thru tough issues (anything actually). I never thought i'd say this, but i'm so thankful that AJ and i broke up, i'd never be the person i am now if we hadn't! Thanks to everyone who had been praying for me thru the tough times i had! | | |
| My weekend started out totally awesome!!!! I got to go to the Ne-Yo and Chris Brown concert!!!! My seats were aweful! They were six feet under the cat-walks!!!! I was getting a headache from being up so high. But since there weren't a lot of people there, Mary (my sis) and i moved downstairs and about half way to the stage!! It was so much fun!! We didn't stay the whole time... just thru Ne-Yo, tho that was more than 2 hours after it started cuz 5 different groups/people went first!! I just wanted to see the main guys! We didn't even stay to see any of Chris Brown.... we were way too tired! But we had a total blast!!!!! Today started out great, too... it went with my awesome saturday (tho i forgot to go to a church dinner... and i had a crazy dream about that... totally weird and off subject!!!). Everything was going good... i had lunch with Lindsay, watched a movie with Michaela, and went mini-golfing with the youth group i volunteer at. All went good up till the mini-golf part... i realized when i pulled into the parking lot that i hadn't been in the parking lot since april 11th... AJ and i broke-up in that parking lot. Before i realized it, i accidently pulled into the spot we actually brokeup in... when i did realize it, i quickly moved. Its been 5 months... tho it seems like a whole lot longer!!! It wasn't has hard as i thought it would be to be in the same place where it happened (we were on our way to go mini-golfing too)... don't get me wrong... it was really really hard, but i was able to get past that and have an awesome time with the youth and no one suspected anything. But when i left, i started to shake... and when i got back Maddison and i went for a walk and she let me talk about it and get it off my chest. We both had some things to talk about. All three of my roomies are so great and i love them so much! We all help each other get thru tough times... whatever they may be! Anywayz... i'm incredibly tired... so i gotta go! Thanks for letting me rant about my crazy weekend! | | |
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